Aah, to be coming back to life. Where we should get busy of making loads and loads of plan for the future. Oh wait, …have i come back? 

It has been a while since I do not really care about where life will take me in the future. Well to be honest, i never really care about it since i was born (i think), but you know, sometimes the so-called ‘comfort zone’ CONSUMES you to spare some or often LOTS of your time to think about it. Then suddenly you change your point of view of life at the exact time when the people that you are comfortable with ‘force’ you to change it by sharing their story about what they have been planning, dreaming, and of couse, DOING. WHICH in the other hand, it gives the feeling of ( I would like to call) — insecure-ness — horrible, horrible, horrible feeling that I always want to escape from. 

But here’s the thing about life (in my own version - in which I prefer wine to always be involved when the ‘life’ topic is swinging by the conversation) - life is youth. life is unicorn and the clouds. life is a friend that you have to embrace. life is dance. life is coffee in every morning. life is scoops of jamoca ice cream on monday night. life is popcorns, movie, and a lover at the same time. Life is TRAVEL. life is CARPE DIEM: when you LIVE IN the moment. 

Kiss, hug, eat, LIVE, drink, dance, cartwheeling, read, eat (again), drink (again), dance (again), LIVE, travel, talk, speak, HELP, listen, CARE, explore, GIVE, take, LOVE, calm, CHERISH, patient. EMBRACE, embrace, EMBRACE everything around you , enjoy, ENJOY. and…

Don’t think about the future, it will not go anywhere. live IN the moment, because you will unconciously find yourself and what you want. And while you’re on your way, take a look at your surroundings..they might need your little help, HELP. and when you are a bit lost, ASK. it’s okay to ask for the direction, it’s okay to ask for more hug, it’s okay to ask for a goodnight kiss, it’s okay to ask someone to have few drinks and share lots of laughter together, it’s okay to ask for more parmesan, it’s okay to ASK. But DON’T ask and plan for the future. When you are happy with your life, it is your future.

for the LIFE that we had/have/will embrace(d), we shall find happiness in it. You’ve probably screwed up, but don’t worry, you have the sun that will always shine, as well as the moon and the stars that will always guide you through the coldest night~ 

xo

“Don’t let someone steal your tenderness. Don’t allow the coldness and fear of others to tarnish your perfectly vulnerable beating heart. Nothing is more powerful than allowing yourself to truly be affected by things. Whether it’s a song, a stranger, a mountain, a rain drop, a tea kettle, an article, a sentence, a footstep…feel it all – look around you. All of this is for you. Take it and have gratitude. Give it and feel love.”

- Zooey Deschanel